o.. ow... my desination

i'm really confuse to choose what should i prefer to make everything enjoyable. the step i'm gonna take will certainly decide all things in the future, there will be no excuse, no place for a guilt. I'm compelled to make it sure! but i'm not dare enough to decide all these things.
really confusing!!!
finally i need the friend to suggest me what should i do,
but actually i know that there's something inside me that
incessantly support me when i'm down or in great doubt!
the nature voice from the bottom of my hearth
a voice of GOD,
dont you feel the same