o.. ow... my desination

i'm really confuse to choose what should i prefer to make everything enjoyable. the step i'm gonna take will certainly decide all things in the future, there will be no excuse, no place for a guilt. I'm compelled to make it sure! but i'm not dare enough to decide all these things.
really confusing!!!
finally i need the friend to suggest me what should i do,
but actually i know that there's something inside me that
incessantly support me when i'm down or in great doubt!
the nature voice from the bottom of my hearth
a voice of GOD,
dont you feel the same

redneck?

i'm maybe just a part of redneck agenda, someone who's called by old fashioned. i'm not cool enough to life in this stylish age. but i dont care. cause i'm not life just to care about this shit. there are many more serious problem to solve. than just paying attention to the crazy style. style is what they always promoted in their tv, magazine, newspaper, and so many other media. this is named a stupidity intelectual diabolism. and im never allow my self to be their victim of foolishness. you and they can call me loudly as "the redneck" but as you call me means you are an idiot.

untitled!

let's us back to "08" when i havent bestseller book. i was only a boy afraid of fear. so i cant move anysteps, and cant make anythings. but do not try to remind me that. it was too old to find it out in my mind. but in my recycle bin. maybe it was turned to ash and flied to the hell of guiltiers. i don't care . while that i was a skinny skeleton of tuberculosis. i was worse by the mind pain and the wounded heart. but it was not funny joke to remember. now i'm facing the new life of bright future. where i can speak my mind and tell what i have to tell. just wait the show of me. do not miss it!!!

what you are in the morrow

Yesterday is not yesterday till today comes, today is tomorrow's yesterday and yesterday's tomorrow, tomorrow is always after today.it is hard to say "now". as saying it, make it past. but your past always becomes your "now". and your "now" always becomes your future. say no to "tomorrow never comes", for tomorrow will be at one's disposal. do you know what you'll become at the morrow? verily no! not at al but the timer. fortunately you are experienced the law. what you in the morrow is what you do now.

satisfaction

now i understand a bit about life and satisfaction,cause when i try to find enjoyable things, i find it. but inspite of being satisfied, i always seek the more. till i don't know how to end these. on the contrary, when i thank god. i feel it's good enough for me.fo face this life. then, finally i understand that the secret of being satisfied is satisfaction it's self.

when i'm child i had some questions i can't answer, but it's been more problem cause till i grew older i cant find the answer of these questions. whoever you are, please tell me your opinion about my questions:who am i? where do we live? and when is it........... im grew older naturally, like the atom with big potency inside. sometimes maybe i'll shock you and all the world. just wait!

for all my friends

hi everybody there! this is just the beginning of im, a step to hold the world. it's just a start to explore the challenges in the front. i'm maybe nothing now, but i believe, sometime i will be someone serious. to lead all mankind to the glorious, then ...... i dont want to tell more. that's now just the bulshit ambition of the dreamer